Sunday, November 05, 2006
Shit Man....Dammit, PW tomorrow...nervous, scared, relieved, happy, sad...don't know what to feel sia. All so mixed up, so confusing. I just keep telling myself, one more day one more day. But today just seems to go by so god damm slow. I hate this feeling. Damm irritating, stops me from enjoying anything i'm doing. Aiya...anyway one day left for this bloody headache to finish. Then, everything is GONE!!!! but i'll still have to study sia. In a damm big danger zone now. If i don't buck up during the holidays, i'm so gonna die next year. have to study....
Besides all those academic complications going now, still missing someone so bloody desperately. Wonder how its gonna be once the 'real' holidays arrive. I think i'm gonna rot in pieces. One by one. Preferably the head 1st. Since everything is only up there. But nevertheless, i think the day i tell her everything is gonna come so bloody soon. I don't want it to come soon. Its only gonna make my miserable life even more miserable then it already is. Shit... But there will be one day you will know baby..Trust me.
This is song i finally found after a long time. Although its not from the orginal singers, i find this cover much nicer . Its called mad world, by Gary Jules. Its slow, but very very nice.
got fucked at.. 5:27 PM
