Tuesday, July 03, 2007
As it is now....Mm...life as it is now. Not really fine though. Took quite a long break from blogging. last post was 1st June, now its like wow...more than a month. Well what the hell.. Better now than never. Studying was not my reason for not blogging. In fact, I'm gonna fail my mid-year so bloody badly. Couldn't help it. The holiday mood just called out to me. Anyway going through a gigantic state of depression right now. No I'm not cutting my wrists, listening to emo and wearing black eyeliner. Just plain'ole, non-suicidal unadulterated depression.
Yea i know..Don't really sound like i'm in a depressive state. But that's cause i just took 2 freaky days off my life. In the middle of my mid-year is not really a good choice. But i can't help it, i know that i'm gonna fail badly. Even if did the rest of the papers with flying colours, the previous papers would be my bottomless pit.
ANYWAY...Really needed a point to just suddenly stop wadeva i'm doing n just sit back and stop thinking. Didn't even talk to my gal... Just needed some time off to get things straight, Well it kinda helped. Was able to ease of alot of pain. But as usual, more miseries just keep coming your way. Don't really care on trying to solve all of it anymore. Can't be bothered. So ill just keep goin in life as it is. If i die too bad...If i survive, well good for me.
O yea, just for the record, i would like say something to those motherfuckers who are so fucking gay, they keep comming back to the same problem over and over again. Thinking that by say the same fucking shit over and over again, they can make everything right to whoever that dissed. Yea maybe everything would be a little clearer if the subject was that of sexism. Just get the fuck over it. People don't give a shit, They're satisfied with their life as it is. If you wanna tok about sexism, go to the fucking press or some redneck psychologist. Don't bring it up in school and spoil everyone's life. So this is fucking warning to you. Yes, a warning. If you ever say any fuck about this shit and especially pinpoint to certain people. I personally will whack the fuck out of you and make sure your in the fucking hospital. You would be lucky if your not dead. Cause i will not hesitate to kill. I would'nt mind going to jail coz ridding you from this world would be like supporting world peace. So, get the fuck over it and just shut the fuck up before someone else gets you earlier, stupid motherfuck........
got fucked at.. 6:52 PM
