Sunday, January 21, 2007
Too long....Have been abandoning my blog lately. Well maybe that's because i don't have much time on my hands anymore. That's like a obvious reason, most people have the same problem. And i don't blame em.... I understand completely. But i think, my reason could be more than that. Ive found something in my life that has made me happy. It has changed everything for me. I don't feel the same way i've been before since sec school. And the feeling ain't bad. I actually love embracing it. It just feels so bloody good. Especially when i'm sharing it with someone so dear to me. Haizz...its just not the same as before, its even better. Some of yall might know what i'm talking about. And yes darling, if your reading this, this is all about you. Its all because of you, cause you've stolen my heart. I'll never forgive you for this, and i don't plan to. Cause i love it so....
Besides all this, the pressure for A's is starting to kick in. I can feel it in my gut. Which is not good at all.... Not really sure how i'm gonna survive the whole year feeling like this. I mean O's weren't like this. We assoles only felt the pressure like 1 month before it. This is completely different, that i can say. I guess i have to be serious about this year. Must really put in alot of effort if i wanna get into uni. No more fun and games. Just study study study, well i hope not. Cause i can give a 100% guarantee that i would die that way. A very very horrible death. Anyway, if i survived all these 17 years of my life, what's another year. I just have to push myself. Gonna be a long long year. Oh well, where there's a will, there's a way....
got fucked at.. 10:27 AM
