Saturday, January 19, 2008

2nd Post after a long time...

Again another boring ol post from me as said by anna...uhhummm..Well...the last post was waaaaay emo. But feeling abit better now. So no more emo-ness. Currently trying to memorize Hotel California on bass.. Quite ok la. Just the memory part..Sian...Well the whole reason is cause my band, Cheesetart. Yes. Cheesetart. We should be performing at Ben n Jerry's in February. but the date is not even confirmed yet. And we have not even practiced one song as band together. Ok thats cause our one and only lead guitarist happens to be visiting his family in China until the 29th of Jan and has no clue whatsoever that we are performing. Most likely its gonna be a gigantic shock for him the moment he returns. Cause his first sms would not even be a hi, but instead me telling him what songs he shoud immediately start practicing on.

Well anyway thats besides the case. Whats more important is that can we actually pull this gig off. Hopefully. A new guy is inside. Until now i really don't whats his real name. But my friend told me to call him either Hamdi or Hamsatay. I think i'll stick to Hamdi. Sounds better than calling someone satay.

Ok updates on what's happening or happened or about to happen during this week and towards the rest of my miserable life. Well..let's see..mm..aha..i'm currently teaching tuition for 2 kids. Its private tuition. I'm taking science. Don't panick. Its only primary 5 and sec 2. O, i'm also teaching Choa Chu Kang Sec as a guitar enrichment class teacher...haha..what are the odds...But its actually quite fun i gotta admit. I mean you get to see children of all shapes and sizes. Wahaha...I've see stems as well as hippos. Not bad. But hell it beats being a student anyday.

Nothing much though other than this. Pretty boring gotta say. Well you know what. Who the hell gives a shit anyway..HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Back?? or am i just fooling myself...



Wow..its been long. 6 months?hmm...hard time though. Wonder why i'm back at writing this stuff anyway. Is it all that bad? Well part of it has been very good actually. I'm in love. Yea really. Might seem like a joke, but its true. Some of yall motherfuckin skeptics might ask "Well if i'm REALLY in love, then what does it feel like?". Well for ya'll bastards. I've only got one answer. It feels like nothing you guys would ever feel. Don't start getting definitions on it all. If its there, its there. don't ask me motherfucking questions as if i divided the sea with my bare hands.



Well that's only the good part. Been feeling a little fucked. Don't really know the reason. Well maybe i do. But if i do, i can't find it. That sucks doesn't it. I mean you know its there, right in front of your eyes. But you can't find it and you can't even do anything about that. But you see the worst part of it actually begins when you actually find out the reason. Aha...know that's where the real problem starts. Why? Simple. What are you gonna do next? Forget about it? Perhaps try to solve it. Either way you would realize that a great sacrifice exists somwhere. and it just ain't good. Not easy either. But hey!! You win some you lose some right?? Hahaha....My fucking ass bitch. Soon you would realize that winning would only be a short term gain. In the end its better to lose. Coz you see, at least you wouldn't feel the faint happiness that you know you would only enjoy its company for awhile. Ha.

Anyway..it doesn't really matter. In the end no matter how faint of an idea you have about the situation, you somehow would know how its gonna turn out. So no point really in actually trying to figure something you know will never be there. Just stop hiding from the truth. It stupid..

Ya'll may know what i'm talking about. But some of ya'll may think i'm ranting as usual. Yea right...whatever...wadda way to start reposting eh..cool...