Sunday, February 25, 2007
MY FEARS..yea rite...ok i got this from friendster again...yea i get..i know, i have nothing better to do in my life. What do you want me to do?? I can't help it if i'm like that...Ok so this is exactly how i found it..
If you get more than 30 you're paranoid.
If you get 21 to 29 you're normal.
If you get 11 to 20 you are pretty normal.
If you get 10 or less you're fearless.
People who don't have any are dumb asses who want people to think they are tough stuff.
Everyone fears something... you justhave to find the right thing.
I Fear...
[ ] gay people
[ ] the dark
[ ] being single forever
[ ] being a parent
[] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] black cats
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] ants
[ ] driving
[ ] flying
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] dark water
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boy/girlfriends/(ex)boy/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boy/girlfriends/(ex)boy/girlfriends mom
[ ] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places( cause illend up late)
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cotton balls
[ ] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[ ] crossing bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilty
[ ] doctors, including dentists(especailly dentist)
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] diseases
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] shots
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[ ] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone (at times)
[ ] being blind
[ ] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] monsters under my bed
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] blood
[x] someone you love or care about getting hurt
[ ]someone you love or care about hurting you
[ ] love
[ ] Spiders
[ ] Needles
Well, it seems like i can't really be bothered about myself...haha...
Monday, February 19, 2007
HOLIDAY??WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! Chinese New Year Holdays!!! Yea right...My ass...I thought it was all suppose to be like 15 days and all?? BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, it must only be 2 days. O yea, did i mention there is still homework.... WHAT THE HELL....><"" There is a reason why the word holiday actually came about. Maybe if y'all actually think a little deeper, you might actually figure it out, ASSOLES!!!
But i guess there's not much to complain about anyway. This is bloody A levels year. Why the hell am i complaining. I should be studying right now instead of doing this shit. Bloody hell....
Well, here comes old contradictory me....Starting all my shit again. No point telling myself this anymore. I guess ill just have to live knowing i'm extremely dangerous psychopath...Yup, might as well just learn to except it now. Bitching is getting fun. Well of course, it has to be in a 'good' kinda way. MMM..~.~..
Going out tomorrow, maybe watching ghost rider. Stress reliever, don't get me wrong, its not that i'm studying. Its cause of my results. Yea, you guessed it. Do i even have to say it.
Well how can i if i'm talking so much of useless crap now and leaving so many paragraphs for no bloody good reason whatsoever...I guess, its just me...yea...right...
Saturday, February 17, 2007
I Like....How Much??Found this "nothing better to do in life" kind of survey on friendster. Finally i'll know how much i'm worth after all...hehe...
1. Had sex: $6.00
2. Smoked: $5.00
3. Got drunk: $5.00
4. Went skinny dipping: $3.00
5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex:$4.00
6. Kissed someone of the same sex:$4.00
7. Cheated: $2.00
8. Fell asleep in class: $0.50
9. Been expelled: $5.00
10. Been in a fist fight: $3.00
11. Given oral: $5.00
12. Got oral: $5.00
13. Prank called the cops: $3.00
14. lied to ur parents: $1.00
15. Stole something: $2.00
16. Done drugs: $5.00
17.Dyed your hair: $0.50
18. lied about ur age: $3.00
19. Done something with someone older(like a few years): $3.00
20. Went out with someone OVER 18 (ifyour under 18): $4.00
21. Ate a whole thing of oreos: $0.50
22. Cried yourself to sleep: $1.00
23 .Said you love someone but didntmean it: $1.00
24. Been in love: $4.00
25. Got caught doing something thatyou shouldnt have been doing: $1.00
26. Went streaking: $4.00
27. Got arrested: $5.00
28. Madeout with someone at themovies: $2.00
29. Peed in the pool: $0.50
30. Played spin the bottle: $1.00
31. Done something you regret: $3.00
Waddya know, i'm worth 63 bucks. Thats cool. Well at least i'm worth something..ahem...
STARTING BID AT 50 DOLLARS !!!!!!
Friday, February 16, 2007
Chinese New YearHad chinese new year celebration today, kinda sucked..TO THE CORE!!!! Well first place, our performance screwed up again. Then again, what's new. Its SRJC, ALL FOR YOUUUUUUUUUUUU....At least thank god the motherfucker didn't open his mouth today. At least i could enjoy the company of my friends and gay partners.. I'm sooo sorry darling, ^^. Although there was only one nice thing, some kindergarden kids did some dance on the stage. Got a close up view since i was backstage. Damm funny, also very cute.
After all that commotion, some CCAs went to visit Lim Kwang Home. Hopefully thats the correct spelling for it. Don't really care. Anyway, went there for nothing actually. i mean just for me and the china boy. We weren't performing, and not helping. Just stayed in the waiting room and played our guitars. HAHA....So from this you all can infer that we had a fucking boring time there. Well at least there were some people there that actually accompanied me. So i didn't really bored after all. Contradiction. I'm starting again. Bloody hell. Ah fuck it. Don't care.
So went out to hougang. Followed her for awhile. Nothing to do anyway. Wen to the library. 2nd time in 4 bloody years i entered a library. Wanted to borrow a book. But didnt la. It was of course something that doesn't involve much reading. It was on James Bond Girls.."phew".. I can tell you, the oler ones are sooo much more hotter and exotic than the later ones. Anyway i told my self i'm gonna borrow that book, just not now. HAHA...
OK..feeling tired. Going to sleep now. Ciao....
Sunday, February 11, 2007
In-IrregularityThat word, sooo different. Won't be blogging much nowadays, especially during weekdays. I guess i just don't have much time anymore. Will only be blogging on weekends. Looking at the fact tat i'm hardly online on weekdays. Anyway my phone is still unable to call, or sms for that matter. So ill update yall on my current status soon enough.
Anyway had quite a tough time this week. Lets see, on Monday had practice everything was still so unsure. Then on Wednesday the practice was even more fucked cause the motherfucker was there. But just to remain in a good mood, I just pretended he wasn't. That helped alot. I never said a word to him. He asked me something and i just nodded my head.Wahahaaha..... I think he's finally starting to realize it. He started complaining about where our singer's at...Then as usual we all lost our mood to play. However i have to say, we did it quite well that day. Seeing that we were missing one guitarist and a singer. And a snare drum and cymbals. HAHA...
Although i never went for the Friday practice. Had to do something important somewhere else. I heard it was bloody bad though. Singer was fucked, Guitars were wacked, and effects were screwed. Oh yea, did i mention i didn't go. That means there was no bass. Without bass, i can assure you the song was super empty. Well nevermind. Everything is figured out. SOOOOO on that day, we shouldn't have much of a problem. Most probably until i see that motherfuckers face.
OK, besides that. I got back my GPeeeeee results..ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! It was screwed up. Got a bloody S grade. Fuck man. Its like 20n a half over 50. How lame is that. J2 and still can't officially pass a compre. Dammit... I have to buck asap. Well, unlike SOME people i know who got a 29 and all la..aiyo....HAHAHA...just kidding la. Never actually congratulated you, sooo, ermm, CONGRATZZ!!
And i would like to officially ask for help on my blog. Could someone good enough out there pleas teach me how to buy gifts. For people that is... Its sooo bloody hard.
That's it, signing off now...Till next weekend.
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Lets all run....Had to wake up early in the morning, seeing that its a saturday...bloody irritating. I mean we go to school 5 days a week. Isn't that enough? Do they still have to spoil our weekend. Anyway couldn't sleep yesterday night properly. Thinking too much i guess..haha. Also came to today to only someone la. No other incentive. Unlike some bloody lazy ass people i know. Talk so much yesterday about where to meet and all. In the end, their lazy bum still in their bed today morning.
It was kinda cool anyway. Walked about 3.2K in 1 hour. HAHAHA. I know..... bloody looooong. At this rate, NAPFA is a sure gonner. But the walk was fun la. Heard alot of stuff about zarifah. Don't worry gal, the buddha for sure didn't jump over the wall. And go check the signboards in Macritchie, i swear there are terrapins la. don't belive ask anyone... Well from that, you can roughly see how much fun we had while walking.
After the whole thing was over, we headed for J8. Tried escaping from some people..>.<"" Went to eat in Kopitiam, looking at the fact that some of us were vegetables (vegetarians). O yea, found out a very very coooool thing about PAMELA!! HAAHAHAHAH!!!! now your in my hands la pamela. No more wacking me. Cause if you do, the words might accidently spill out from my mouth from your force. HAHAHA!! I just love this blackmail crap. Its sooo bloody fun sia.
So that was like pretty much what happened today. O yea, did i mention that i'm blackmailing Pamela? Whoa..this feels damm good. HAHAHA!!!!
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Whew....Finally!!!! EXAMS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!
Ok, enough with that. Although i think i'm gonna flunk damm badly, who the hell cares?!?!? Its over. HOWEVER, allow me to contradict myself, it has just begun. 1st test is over. Now is where the real test begins. Test on how much effort i've actually put into my school work. Well, for now i can say that i'm no where close to doing well. I'll have to work so bloody much harder for that. Especially for maths. That is the freakin killer. I'll just have to start from scratch. There's not much time anymore. If i'm gonna start it soon, its gotta be reeeeal soon, as in like, IMMEDIATELY!!! But until that, i'll just slack my lazy crap candy ass of on this chair typing this shit. But i swear i'll start soon.
Beside the part of me trying to start studying for the As, i have to say something to all the motherfuckers out there who think they know what music is. First, a definiton. Music is expression. Any kind of sound, as long as interpreted by someone, is music. It might not be to you, but to others it is. Ok, i don't like techno. But i know there are people out there who live on it. In their eyes, techno is music, and its their life. So what if i don't like techno, i won't listen to it and just keep my mouth shut. Better then giving comments. If i were to give comments, only to a person who shares the same taste as me. Won't be a problem there. But if i were to go straight to a person and tell him that i don't like his kind of music and he should stop listening to that kind of shit, now i would just be pissing the ass of him. He wounldn't like that now would he.
Ok...so what the hell is my point in this. I'm just trying to say that, IF YOU DON"T KNOW WHAT KIND OF MUSIC I LIKE, THEN DON'T YOU DARE FUCKING TELL ME TO CHANGE WHAT I PLAY. CAUSE YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT KIND OF MUSIC I LIKE AND WHAT I LIKE TO EXPRESS, MY MUSIC IS MY EXPRESSION, AND NO MOTHERFUCKER IS GONNA TELL ME WHAT TO PLAY OR WHAT NOT TO PLAY. CAUSE I'M GONNA PLAY WHAT THE FUCKING HELL I WANNA PLAY. SO SHUT YOUR FUCKKING MOUTH AND JUST LISTEN. IF YOU DON't LIKE IT, FUCK OFF BITCH!!!
Phew....that feels so much better. Had to get that out. Bloody bitches think they know what good music is. Tell em to shuff their electronic shit up their ass. I'm stickin to my rock. I'll play what i feel is nice... I'm not gonna listen to some no good two-bit gay motherfucker just because he thinks hes more experienced then us. Experience this you son of a bitch. Well i think i'm pretty much done bloggin for now. Till next time...