Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Getting Ready........8th December!!! Major performance at Crossroads, Orchard Towers... Damm scared. Still haven't finish practicing properly yet. I can say we almost have the gist of the songs, but that's not good enough. At least not for a concert. Perfection, Perfecto, Parfet... ok i just made up the last word..but still sounds good^^. I think that's actually some kinda food, ahhh well, back to the point. I'm not really scared for playin my guitar. For me, its all somewhat there. But I'm scared cause I'll have to duet with my singer on a song by trivium. I mean WHAT THE HELL?!?!?... Everyone single person who knows me well enough would know that i can't sing for nutzz.... How the hell am i gonna duet?!?!?? Well i guess i just have to start practicing. 2 more weeks. Very very very short time. Shit...
Other than that I'm fine la..lol... Went to the chinaboy's house to jam today. Everybody's just too poor to pay for a jamming room. So, a nice sub would his house. Since he has a mixer which can support up to 4 instruments. Thank god for that. At least he didn't waste 400 bucks for nothing. OK that's a contradiction, how the hell can i say 'waste' and 'for nothing' in the same sentence. I'm contradicting myself.
Lately, I've been trying to correct myself alot. Not only verbally, but also psychologically and socially. Trying to be more careful in life. I know...not the Forest yall know... But what can i say. I'm changing. I think I've finally reached puberty. WEE...Can't wait to see what happens next. Maybe I'll visit Paris.....
Saturday, November 25, 2006
BASH...Had the bash yesterday..couldnt update blog yesterday coz by the time i came home, i knocked out on my bed. Mcflea performed yesterday. I'm not afraid to say that it was quite good. I mean thats purely adapted from the responses of the audience. Well that was an accomplishment. No matter how small the performance is, still have to give everything we got for it. Something i learned from 4 yrs of being st pat's band. Whatever we do, do the best we can.People looked great yesterday. All lookimg sexy and all. Gayne wearing some satin dress, looked really good on her. Fides came with ablack top and some dangly earrings, looking sexay!! These were some of the photos we took. There were still more but haven't gotten them yet.
Took this photo in the toilet...seriously, don't ask.....
You can only guess where this was taken.....The next few were taken backstage behind curtains. These were done a few minutes before our performance. So it was all kinda dumb, with the posing and all...haha...
Our drummer became kinda mad before the performance... Couldn't calm him down. Think he was like on weed or something....
A little innocent posing with the guitar god...
Cool photos.....
Just some pure unadulterated shredding on the bass....
O, just a close up of me doing the shredding....
Tried looking sexy, wahaha waddaya know?!?!..it worked!!
Bloody emo photo we took. This was right before the curtains were drawn.... That's all the pics i have so far. I'm trying to reach the official cameraman who took a hell lot of photod for us. Well, progress report: still trying....
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Sian Argh!!!Had school the whole bloody day today. Freaking sian....Moreover everything was H2 subjects. What could be worst?? Well..having th exact same thing happen to you everyday of your life. If that's the case, i would give a maybe a max of 2 months before you actually kill yourself, come back and kill yourself again. HISTORY SUCKS!!! IT ALWAYS HAS AND ALWAYS WILL BE....
Geography another headache sia....No i mean literally...I had a fucking irritating headache during geog. Couldn't wear my specs. The moment i put it on, my eyes would pop out.That hurt la....ok lets see....what else happened today? hmm....
Don't know. I don't think anything significant other then history eating our hearts out. Oops, i mean ripping it part by part. Guess what, tomorrow there's another 4 bloody hours of history. WOOOOO!!!! Just can't wait....
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
OMG!!Just finished jamming practice for the jc1 bash. I could say we're pretty much ready for the concert. Now just have to run through the whole thing in order at least once. Make sure we don't kok up on the day itself. Finger so bloody pain now. Hopefully can last until friday. Then i cant be bothered if it drops off. Won't have anymore good use for it anyway. Feeling luggy sian then yesterday sia... The fucking feeling's getting worst. Bloody hell.... Thought it was getting better. Fuck. Ahh who the hell cares... even if i tell anyone they wouldn't understand unless they go through it themselves. Current life status: Fucked.
Stupid crap pieces of motherfuckin asses...Ai dammit. Pardon my french...feeling so bloody moody now.Need some bloody heavy metal now...Some thrash black death hardcore apocalyptic speed hell metal would do. This sucks...Fuck it...
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Fun.....Had a party at roshan's house yesterday. Fun sia....got abit high. Too much Jim Bean.Went to meet Jacq and Fi at bugis to watch step up. Nice movie, wish i can dance like that man. Pamela should really really watch that movie. She'll love it,to the max!! The movie finished about 2.30pm. Still had alot! of time before the BBQ actually started. We just waited around,went to PS collect something. Den went to citylink to chill for awhile. Waited for Gayne and Alvin. Gayne t0old us about some road trip she had around Singapore just for council. Its council, so i never asked much. But i shouldn't say anything bad about it. She told me she really loves council. So i guess i respect that. lol.....
Anyway after everyone finally met up, went to roshan's house. Went there so bloody early. I forgot about 'Indian Timing'. 6pm means 7.30pm. Don't ask. That's the way it is. Took a long walk there from Kembangan MRT. Met reuben n navin on the way. Sitting there looking so bloody drunk even though they just had one can each.O.o""
Stupid thing happened sia. I was walking back to them after settling down in roshan's house, making sure they didn't finish all the beer. Saw a bloody police car on the way. Wanted to warn them but was too late. Lucky the police only asked them to stop drinking in front of a car. Never asked their ID. If they did, Reuben would be dead right now....Anyway after all that commotion was over, i waited with the rest of the beer outside the house until roshan's father left. Everything start around 8. But the real fun only started around 9+. When Jimmy, Mervin and Rappy came. Rasprit was already super high before coming to roshan's house. He only became worst. He was freaking funny la. Everyone was scared, never saw him smile before. Especially Sue...haha....
Jacq, Fi and Gayne left first. Alvin brought jacq home. Apparently she was drunk. HAHAHA!! I left with the rest around 11. Was already high at that time. Felt like just lying down and sleeping in the bus.Sianzz......
Went home and just went to bed. Never said a word to my parents, they could find out anything from the smell. Woke up freaking 6am today. Had to go for church prac. Head was killing me. Couldn't think straight at all. Came back home around 1pm and went straight to bed. Didn't wake up until someone called me at 6.30 i think. then here i am now,writing this...Goin to my friends house later to help him in science for awhile. His last o lvl exam tomorrow. He's freaking happy. Well i gonna eat dinner now. Hopefully, if i can without puking.....Chow.....
Friday, November 17, 2006
WOOHOO!!!Gonna get drunk tomorrow...hopefully not sia. I will be chased out of my house. Damm, no freedom. I just wish i live in my own apartment. So much better...Can do anything i want. Anyway finally a day i can properly go out. So there is some benefit after all. Tired, but can't sleep. Over-exhaustion i think. Dammit, hate this bloody feeling....
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Oh Man....Went for the first holiday lesson today. It just had to be geography. we're sooo lucky. I mean my whole class loves geography. Its soooo bloody interesting. Who woudn't love learning about our environment, and about the current fertility rates each bloody country has.Woohoo!! Ok, enough with the sarcasm. I was so bloody jealous today. Fides went to eat sushi. Without me!! Its been such a long time since i ate sushi. i'm so gona eat sushi tomorrow.
Ok besides that, this saturday its confirm we're gonna watch step up and go for a bbq at the singh's house. And what's fucked up about it, well, my parents gave me a bloody curfew. I'm supposed to back by 12am. I mean what the fuck. I think i'm old enough to know how the fuck to keep myself save. I don't really need anyone to worry about where i go or what i do. But what can i say, they're parents. Its like their full-time job to worry . What else can i say.....
Nevertheless, still looking forward for it. At least i have a day to totally unwind. Thought this holidays would be work-free for me. Apparently there's no such thing as free time in my life anymore. Guess i just have to get use to this kinda living. got a feeling i'm gonna experience this much more frequently next year, with the A lvls and all. Haizz...kinda scary when i think about it. Oh well, off to do more productive things....chow...
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
| Your Eyes Should Be Gray |
 Your eyes reflect: Intensity and drive What's hidden behind your eyes: A sensitive soul |
Finally its save to say that PW is over. And i really mean it this time. I thought after the stupid oral presentation everything was over. But NOOOOOOOOOO...... must still come back to school to hand in the stupid GPF(group project file). Fucking irritating i swear. Anyway since its over today, i shouldn't complain about i anymore. Now what to do for school?? Well lets see....
1. Practice the songs we're gonna play for the JC1 bash.
2. Start Studying...Have to start very soon, or i'm dead next year.
3. Save money, must stop spending on stupid junk.
4. lol, dunno what else.....
I think thats about it. Maybe there's more but i just cat remeber it right now. Aiya, itll be there when it has to be la.Oh ya, most importantly...go on a diet.. I'm bloody fat sia...must lose the tummy....
Monday, November 13, 2006
NEW SKIN!!Got a new skin people... How yall like it. Its like a whole new look for me. Actually i'd rather just stick to pure black or white. More of my kinda colour. But trying out green la. I'll see in a few days if i really cannot take, ill just go back to my usual rebellious black type of stuff. I think i should call it my own introversion. lol...That just sounds stupid.
Now since i just redid my blog, back to being my same old boring self again. With nothing better to do. Don't feel like playing guitar today. Fucking migraine killing me since morning. Haven't got the full blown attack i usually get yet. But something's telling me its gonna be damm soon. I better go take my pills before any shit happens again. Not that i cant take it la, its just that why the fuck am I having all these headaches. What the hell did i do to deserve all this? I mean it just suddenly started one day. Moreover it was during my bloody promos. What could be worst, oh yea i forgot..Having the bloody headache during the exam!!
Hopefully itll fade away as quick as it came to me..Getting less and less of it these days. So hopefully its going away....
Sunday, November 12, 2006
ERR...Again bored..... nothing much to do in life now. But rather just stare into blank space. Hoping for something stupid to happen, at least there would be something interesting in the world. Not the boring everyday morning, afternoon, evening and night. Everyday just goes by like water...and i don't mean the speed....ok..at this point in time i have no idea what the fuck i'm talking about. Seriously...i'm feeling so bloody bored. Don't even know what to wright. I find myself wasting time and current. Why the hell am i talking so much rubbish and still complaining about it?
Well, one reason would be cause i'm currently listening to James Morrison's (you give me something)...so waiting for the song to finish.
Now gonna do something more useful with my life..bye blog...
| Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover |
 You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. |
| You Are Beef |
 You're big, burly, and maybe even a little stinky. And no one's going to come between you and a good steak. And you've probably never met a vegetable you like, unless fries and ketchup count. |
| Your Taste in Music: |
 90's Hip Hop: Highest Influence 90's Rock: Highest Influence Country: Highest Influence Heavy Metal: Highest Influence Hip Hop: Highest Influence |
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Another Stupid Surveyhave u been drinking?
for past 2 weeks..no..but this coming saturday yes...
have u been smoking?
err.no....
who are u thinking of right now?
Fides..tokin to her rite now...
are u jealous of anyone? who?
nop...cant be botheres...
do u think someone is thinkin about?
dunno..mayb...
3 wordz to decribe u:
1. Facinating
2extravagant
3beautiful...
2 wordz to decribe ur besti:
fun bastard...
idiot..
1 word to describe asian families:
traditional...(hate it)
how do u know the person who did this before u?
SRJC..best skl in the world..
how do u feel about the person who did this beforeu?
lazy bum..
do u like your hairstyle?
ermmm..i guess its alrite..
current status?
single.
how would u react if u saw your bf/gf flirting with urbesti?
will oni noe at the situation itself..dun plan for all this..
ever broken up?
yea..once...
ever been dumped?
does migrating to a different country count as being dumped?
have u ever made out wif ur besti?
oh god if i did...i wudnt be straight anymore...
do u think someone is hating u right now?
most probably yea....
do u wear perfume?
only aramis for men....$$120 per bottle...
do u think u are vain?
i wear mens perfume..duh!!
what do u think of this bulletin?
stupid hellaofawasteoftime thingy....
5 few of ur trademarkz?
1. trees....
2.black..
3.Sen Lin(chinese)
4.Sadist..
5.The bassist (to my other frens..)
Friday, November 10, 2006
Wondering...It has been wierd lately. Complications over complications. As yall can see i've got nothing better to do in life then just surveys. The last 4 previous posts..^^. What to do, kinda bored. Actually not really nothing to do la..got alot..just lazy.Right now discussing about monday outing with my friends. At the same time practicing songs for JC1 bash performance. AT the same time listening to songs. AT THE same time, writing in this blog. So you see, multi-tasking has becoming a part of my life. Not saying that its bad or anything. Just pointing it out. Mastered the art since sec 2. Didn't have a choice then. CCA was very demanding. Especially when ur in St. Pats Military Band. Haizz..Miss those days. Oh well, these days are fun as well.
Got good friends. That's enough for me. Gotta go fully prac my bass now. Peace out...
| Your EQ is 120 |
 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. |
| Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect |
 Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! |
| You Are A Good Friend |
 You're always willing to listen Or lend a shoulder to cry on You're there through thick and thin Many people consider you their "best friend"! |
| You Are a "Wink" |
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Thursday, November 09, 2006
SURVEY TIME!!1. when is your biddaeey?
10 july..duh...
2. what is your favorite color?
black..just pure black
3. who is in your mind now?
someone hus name cant be mentioned..
4. are u now in love with someone?
haizz....
5. do u have a girlfriend/boyfriend now?
nop..
6. which type of person r u?
influential..
7. what r u of thinking now?
suppose to be writing lyrics for my fren..so im thinking abt tt...
8. do u like music?
I live on it...
9. what type of girlfriend/boyfriend do u want?
dunno...nvr really thought of it yet.....
10. who made u feel happy today?
errr...more of what..it was my guitar...
11. is today a perfect day for u?
go n die la...
12. your dream age?
0..no worries at this time..
13. your pet's name?
my late pets name....dooby
14. what do you want right now?
so many that i cant even mention some of em...
15. who has a great look in your class?
me...
16. who has the best smile?
dunno eh...
17. who has a cute voice?
pamela...she sounds like a 7 yr old....
18. what is your biggest fear?
BUGSS!!!
19. what do u love the most?
music..only thing which calms me down n gets my mind of things...
20. what are u waiting for?
courage and the perfect time....
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Haiz...Bored like siao....don;t know what to do. Feeling depressed, tired, sick, lazy. Emo crap coming out again...aiyoh...sibeh sian bodoh....Nothing much to do anyway now. Currently listening to Warriors of the World United by Manowar. THUS, i feel like crapping now. CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP. Ok thats enough crapping for today. I know im bloody lame now...cant help it..boredom.
Anyway looking forward for monday. Gonna watch movie with my class. Convenant and DOA. Love the game and also saw the trailer for covenant. My kinda movie. Until then.
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DIE MOTHERFUCKERS DIE!!!!!
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Just Hate It.....Isn't it just so goddam fucking irritating when someone breaks thier promise. You've been expecting a good response for such a long time, then suddenly one day the words 'since when did i say that' comes out. At that point you just feel so bloody irritated. Thinking how could someone so daringly deny what they had said before. What's worst is that you know thier doing it on purpose. It's all just an act cause their just not ready to sacrifice.
Whoa.. Suddenly what bothers you all comes out, you get out of hand, start doing stupid things that you know would leave a permanent scar. But you don't care. You just don't give a fuck anymore. This is what happens when you don't have control over your own feelings. It just shows how bloody immature you are. If you can't even a bloody situation like this, how the hell are you gonna survive later in life??
Don't be stupid and start cutting yourself just because some bitch broke their promise. Just get over it. That's life, gotta face it as it is. A friend made me realize this today. Even though it was in my head, i was just too blinded to figure it out myself.
Life goes on. No use crying over spilled milk. Even if the milk is of top quality, its still milk. Get the picture. Whenever there is a situation like this, just remember. The one who deny's is really the immature one as they can't keep a simple promise they made. Do not sink to their level. It will only reflect you and no one else....
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Shit Man....Dammit, PW tomorrow...nervous, scared, relieved, happy, sad...don't know what to feel sia. All so mixed up, so confusing. I just keep telling myself, one more day one more day. But today just seems to go by so god damm slow. I hate this feeling. Damm irritating, stops me from enjoying anything i'm doing. Aiya...anyway one day left for this bloody headache to finish. Then, everything is GONE!!!! but i'll still have to study sia. In a damm big danger zone now. If i don't buck up during the holidays, i'm so gonna die next year. have to study....
Besides all those academic complications going now, still missing someone so bloody desperately. Wonder how its gonna be once the 'real' holidays arrive. I think i'm gonna rot in pieces. One by one. Preferably the head 1st. Since everything is only up there. But nevertheless, i think the day i tell her everything is gonna come so bloody soon. I don't want it to come soon. Its only gonna make my miserable life even more miserable then it already is. Shit... But there will be one day you will know baby..Trust me.
This is song i finally found after a long time. Although its not from the orginal singers, i find this cover much nicer . Its called mad world, by Gary Jules. Its slow, but very very nice.
Saturday, November 04, 2006
PW.Just had my Tamil A lvls yesterday. I would say it wasn't too bad la. Hopefully, and praying hard that i can get at least an E. So don't ever have to take tamil again in my life. How shiiookkkkk would that be.... Anyway musn't be too happy yet. Still got one more exam to go before this year ends. Project Work on Monday. And my group hasn't even practiced the speech together yet. As always, last minute, we're gonna do it on sunday. Woopdidoooo....That's gonna help, well at least hopefully..
Suppose to be doing the rest of my InR now. But i'm just so bloody lazy....and besides, i don't understand half the fucking things the stupid lee suan wrote on my bloody paper...Can anyone explain to me this question..(What is the basis of choice of ideas to include in the project?)...What fucking basis shit is she talking about sia.....How the hell are we gonna know what stupid question she's asking if she just comes up with a question out of nowhere. Thank god she's leaving next year. The new batch won't have to suffer..
Gonna Practice my bass now...Since there's so much of time to waste...Peace out.
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Finally...Phew...my new blog updationarism is finally over.. please inform me of anything you guys find im missing. Cause i have no idea..lol...Anyway how you guys like it? Wanted to go with some candle burning skin, but i didn't like the idea of it being in oe corner of the screen. So i rather have a full screen one, looks much nicer. Besides, i was getting kinda sick of the old gay-ish mushroom head thingy. Prefered a darker theme.
Anyway today was a special day. I call it my personal grooming day. 1st of all, i got a new blog skin and edited everythin. Then went to cut my hair. YUPZZ. I asked the lady to cut a tail for me, ended up cutting a fin. Well im alright with it,just that i cant gel that part to school. Now i look like some punkster. Came home and cut alll my nails....lol..Yall didn't have to know that. Also shaved, well i woudn't really say clean cause itll grow back by tonight. So there's not much of a point. So you see, basically i cleaned myself up today. And it has nothing to do with my A level MT exams being tomorrow i swear. No really.... I mean it. Just wanted to do everythin today.LOL. Don't know why.
So now done with everything, just have to make sure i can remember all my tamil stuff later. Then my day is accomplished. Sounds so bloody easy, but noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo........ its not...sianzzzzzzz....
please be patient..thank you...