Thursday, July 13, 2006

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Im in school right now...having lunch break. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I'm having this fucked up feeling in my fucked up head. I don't even know what the hell im doing here right now... I mean Clarissa just asked me where i am, instead of going to her i'm sitting here writing this shit even though i don't know why the hell i'm doing it. This is seriously fucked up. I'm feeling somethin that i never ever felt before in my whole life, what the fuck is it??
Its like a mixture of sadness, happiness, embarrasement and just shear agony.Why....